Hi guys! I wanted to share an update with you about our infertility efforts. It’s been a while since I’ve posted much of anything related to our infertility walk. I’ve been posting some of the more fun life outside of the struggle stuff as well as hitting our 10 year infertility anniversary, depression and drawing closer to God in the process, etc. But, as far as our efforts for pregnancy achievement, I haven’t said much.
November was a hard month. It was all so distracting that I found I just didn’t feel the motivation to follow my fertility protocols. Taking my temperature every morning, gulping down all those pills, recording every detail of my personal, bodily happenings, and timing everything just so was going to be too much for me that month.
In a nut shell, I just didn’t have the mental capacity to think about it 24/7 as is required. There were much bigger issues to deal with. So, I decided to take November off to focus on everything else that was happening around me. This ended up being a really good decision.
One of the issues I was working through was loneliness. I go through this every now and again. The deeper emotions of infertility are seasonal and they always rear their ugly head when you least expect it. Just when you’re feeling strong, BOOM! here comes doubt and fear to rain on your parade. The loneliness I was working through was in regard to friendships. I was really feeling alone in my social circle. During this season, I really needed to be around childless women who were still working their way through infertility.
In hopes of doing this, I attended a local infertility support group. It was good to be in the company of women who were actively going through what I am. Aside from getting to vent a little, my big take away was encouragement towards the next steps in our journey. These women had truly done it all pertaining to the medical aspects of infertility and stated that there was more work for me to do.
Two things were strongly suggested. First, that I get a second opinion from an RE (Reproductive Endocrinologist… which basically means Fertility Specialist). And second, that I ask the RE about genetic testing. These experienced Infertile Myrtles gave me a couple of doctors to check out.
The RE they highly recommended I had actually tried to book a year ago but his earliest appt was a whopping two months out! What?!?!
So, fast forwarding through the discussion with hubby and the phone calls I made, our appointment with the RE is on Wednesday, December 16th! Yes! We got in within two weeks time! Woohoo!
WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 16TH is our RE appt day!
The purpose of this appt will be to get a second opinion. He will hear where we are and what we’ve already done and make suggestions from there. As always, I will share what his take on our journey is. More tests? IUI? IVF?
We shall see! I’m so ready to be a mom and meet my little Cody Baylor or Allison Elizabeth… or both! Twins? 😉 Ahem, dear hubby don’t get scared by those last words… ;o*
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